i wonder what my therapist thinks that about floating the idea that i should "show up for my(pre-transition)self" and i immediately went to it's possible i am in the middle of a information paradox. a time loop that hasn't closed yet!in retrospect, it seems a little... fantastical. but ( Read more... )

part 1 of 3: internal loop 1
no memory.

part 2 of 3: internal loop 2
memory: i am in an empty, slightly decrepit room. there is wallpaper - stained, dark, and bubbling in several areas, dog-eared and peeling away in others. something familiar is about to occur. the room is the crossover link between temporal segments, of which i am in the second ( Read more... )

as you all probably know, the idea of transmission of information to oneself in order to violate causality is a favorite thought-conundrum of mine ( Read more... )

dream from last night ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt i was a preschool teacher (most likely following from missa's and my earlier discussion of her work), but near one outside corner of the building near the playground i could vividly see things just into the past or future. there was a constant breeze there as well that made a strange droning sound ( Read more... )